Productivity isn't entirely linear. Sometimes routines push me forward. Other times trigger habits pull me forward.

As a creative, filling up my calendar felt like building a brick wall that I would have to systematically punch through on a daily basis. Now I see my calendar as a sail. The resistance hasn't gone away, but my attitude towards resistance has changed. Sails need wind.

Not tension in a negative context. Tension in the tuning of an instrument, between two fixed points. Tension in the playing of an instrument. Push vs pull. Consonance vs dissonance. Restraint vs release.

Think about almost any acoustic musical instrument. It requires emptiness to produce fullness, Every instrument is a vessel, intentionally carved out and crafted to be as empty as possible, so it can be as full as possible.